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Chapter 46: As Water Reflects a Face: The King Who Came Down to Us
The Alter Rebbe opens a new path to love of G‑d, one that is open to everyone and “very, very near”. Love naturally answers love, and G‑d’s love for us is like a great king who leaves his palace to lift a lowly man out of the garbage and bring him into his innermost room. Through Torah and mitzvos every Jew is truly united with G‑d, even when he feels nothing at all.
1.A path that is very, very near
וְיֵשׁ דֶּרֶךְ יָשָׁר לִפְנֵי אִישׁ, שָׁוֶה לְכָל נֶפֶשׁ, וְקָרוֹב הַדָּבָר מְאֹד מְאֹד, לְעוֹרֵר וּלְהָאִיר אוֹר הָאַהֲבָה הַתְּקוּעָה וּמְסֻתֶּרֶת בְּלִבּוֹ, לִהְיוֹת מְאִירָה בְּתֹקֶף אוֹרָהּ כְּאֵשׁ בּוֹעֵרָה בְּהִתְגַּלּוּת לִבּוֹ וּמֹחוֹ, לִמְסֹר נַפְשׁוֹ לַה' וְגוּפוֹ וּמְאוֹדוֹ בְּכָל לֵב וּבְכָל נֶפֶשׁ וּמְאֹד מֵעֻמְקָא דְּלִבָּא בֶּאֱמֶת לַאֲמִתּוֹ, וּבִפְרָט בִּשְׁעַת קְרִיאַת שְׁמַע וּבִרְכוֹתֶיהָ כְּמוֹ שֶׁיִּתְבָּאֵר.
One more straight path lies open to everyone, fitting every soul alike, and the thing is “exceedingly close”: to rouse and set alight the love that lies planted and concealed in his heart, until it blazes with its full brightness like a flaming fire, out in the open in his heart and mind. Then he will hand his soul over to G‑d, and with it his body and all he owns, with his whole heart, his whole soul and all his strength, from the innermost heart and in complete sincerity. This applies above all while saying the Shema and the blessings around it, as we will see.
Chapters 46 to 49 form one unit on a single kind of love: the love that wakes up by itself when a person realizes how much he is loved.
The opening words are unusually strong: the Torah’s “very near” (Devarim 30:14), here doubled. What is new is that this path needs no deep contemplation, only awareness, and being low is no obstacle to it. The love itself is already in every Jew’s heart, hidden. The goal is to bring it out until it burns in the open, in heart and mind, and moves a person to give himself to G‑d entirely, in truth, not as a passing mood. Why it is so near, and why the Shema is its special time, will become clear.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #124 (ch. 46a) — 09:43, 12:02, 12:24, 12:52, 13:22, 14:10, 16:16, 16:30
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 1 — 00:09, 01:21, 03:24
2.As water reflects a face
וְהוּא, כַּאֲשֶׁר יָשִׂים אֶל לִבּוֹ מַה שֶּׁאָמַר הַכָּתוּב: "כַּמַּיִם הַפָּנִים לַפָּנִים כֵּן לֵב הָאָדָם אֶל הָאָדָם". פֵּרוּשׁ, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכִּדְמוּת וְצוּרַת הַפָּנִים שֶׁהָאָדָם מַרְאֶה בַּמַּיִם כֵּן נִרְאֶה לוֹ שָׁם בַּמַּיִם אוֹתָהּ צוּרָה עַצְמָהּ, כָּכָה מַמָּשׁ לֵב הָאָדָם הַנֶּאֱמָן בְּאַהֲבָתוֹ לְאִישׁ אַחֵר, הֲרֵי הָאַהֲבָה זוֹ מְעוֹרֶרֶת אַהֲבָה בְּלֵב חֲבֵרוֹ אֵלָיו גַּם כֵּן לִהְיוֹת אוֹהֲבִים נֶאֱמָנִים זֶה לָזֶה, בִּפְרָט כְּשֶׁרוֹאֶה אַהֲבַת חֲבֵרוֹ אֵלָיו.
Here is how: let him reflect on the verse “As in water face mirrors face, so does one person’s heart mirror another’s” (Mishlei 27:19). Just as the exact shape and look of the face a person turns toward the water is returned to him from the water, so too with the heart of someone who loves another loyally. His love wakes a love for him in his friend’s heart in turn, until they are devoted friends, each loving the other, and all the more so once the friend sees how he is loved.
Smile at the water and the water smiles back. Hearts work the same way: real love, shown to a person, wakes up love in return. It does not need to be built through long thought; it simply happens. Even love that is never said is felt, and love that is seen is felt all the more.
The Alter Rebbe adds “this means” because he reads the verse as a statement of fact: so the heart is, not only so it should be. A lesson follows for how we treat others: love your fellow first, even one who is cold to you, and his heart will answer.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #124 (ch. 46a) — 17:09, 18:59, 25:24, 26:23, 27:17
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 1 — 07:42, 10:33, 12:44, 13:16, 15:56
3.The king and the man on the garbage heap
וְהִנֵּה זֶהוּ טֶבַע הַנָּהוּג בְּמִדַּת כָּל אָדָם, אַף אִם שְׁנֵיהֶם שָׁוִים בְּמַעֲלָה. וְעַל אַחַת כַּמָּה וְכַמָּה אִם מֶלֶךְ גָּדוֹל וָרָב מַרְאֶה אַהֲבָתוֹ הַגְּדוֹלָה וְהָעֲצוּמָה לְאִישׁ הֶדְיוֹט וְנִבְזֶה וּשְׁפַל אֲנָשִׁים וּמְנֻוָּל הַמֻּטָּל בָּאַשְׁפָּה, וְיוֹרֵד אֵלָיו מִמְּקוֹם כְּבוֹדוֹ עִם כָּל שָׂרָיו יַחְדָּו, וּמְקִימוֹ וּמְרִימוֹ מֵאַשְׁפָּתוֹ, וּמַכְנִיסוֹ לְהֵיכָלוֹ הֵיכַל הַמֶּלֶךְ חֶדֶר לִפְנִים מֵחֶדֶר, מָקוֹם שֶׁאֵין כָּל עֶבֶד וָשַׂר נִכְנָס לְשָׁם, וּמִתְיַחֵד עִמּוֹ שָׁם בְּיִחוּד וְקֵרוּב אֲמִתִּי וְחִבּוּק וְנִשּׁוּק, וְאִתְדַּבְּקוּת רוּחָא בְּרוּחָא בְּכָל לֵב וָנֶפֶשׁ – עַל אַחַת כַּמָּה וְכַמָּה שֶׁתִּתְעוֹרֵר מִמֵּילָא הָאַהֲבָה כְּפוּלָה וּמְכֻפֶּלֶת בְּלֵב הַהֶדְיוֹט וּשְׁפַל אֲנָשִׁים הַזֶּה אֶל נֶפֶשׁ הַמֶּלֶךְ, בְּהִתְקַשְּׁרוּת הַנֶּפֶשׁ מַמָּשׁ מִלֵּב וָנֶפֶשׁ, מֵעֻמְקָא דְּלִבָּא לְאֵין קֵץ. וְאַף אִם לִבּוֹ כְּלֵב הָאֶבֶן הִמֵּס יִמַּס וְהָיָה לְמַיִם, וְתִשְׁתַּפֵּךְ נַפְשׁוֹ כַּמַּיִם בִּכְלוֹת הַנֶּפֶשׁ מַמָּשׁ לְאַהֲבַת הַמֶּלֶךְ.
This is how every human being is made, even when the two are on the same footing. How much more when a vast and powerful king reveals his deep and fierce love for a common man, scorned, the lowliest of people, a disgraced figure sprawled on a dunghill. The king descends from his seat of honor, all his ministers with him, picks the man up, lifts him off the dunghill, and leads him into the royal palace, into an inner room within an inner room, where no servant or minister ever goes. There he joins with him in real union and nearness, embracing and kissing him, spirit bonding with spirit, with his whole heart and soul. Surely a love twice and many times over will rise on its own in the heart of this plain, lowly man toward the king himself, a genuine bonding of soul, from heart and soul and from the innermost heart, without limit. Even a heart of stone would certainly dissolve into water, and his soul would spill out like water, in a true kelos hanefesh (the soul’s yearning to the point of expiring) out of love for the king.
Every detail sharpens the picture. The king is great and rules many lands; the man is the lowest of men, lying in filth. The king does not send servants; he comes himself, with his whole court, and brings the man into the innermost room, where no one else enters.
How could such a person not love the king? Even a heart of stone would melt. And the bigger the gap between them, the stronger the answering love. That point is the key to the whole chapter.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #124 (ch. 46a) — 28:17, 29:11, 31:03, 32:27, 32:53, 34:07, 34:21, 35:07, 35:56, 36:33
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 1 — 32:57, 34:23, 37:23
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #125 (ch. 46b) — 10:21
4.Infinitely more: what our G‑d did
וְהִנֵּה כְּכָל הַדְּבָרִים הָאֵלֶּה וּכְכָל הַחִזָּיוֹן הַזֶּה, וְגָדוֹל יָתֵר מְאֹד בְּכִפְלֵי כִּפְלַיִם לְאֵין קֵץ עָשָׂה לָנוּ אֱלֹהֵינוּ, כִּי לִגְדֻלָּתוֹ אֵין חֵקֶר, וְאִיהוּ מְמַלֵּא כָּל עָלְמִין וְסוֹבֵב כָּל עָלְמִין, וְנוֹדָע מִזֹּהַר הַקָּדוֹשׁ וְהָאֲרִ"י זַ"ל רִבּוּי הַהֵיכָלוֹת וְהָעוֹלָמוֹת עַד אֵין מִסְפָּר, וּבְכָל עוֹלָם וְהֵיכָל רִבּוֹא רִבְבוֹת מַלְאָכִים לְאֵין קֵץ וְתַכְלִית. וּכְמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ בִּגְמָרָא, כְּתִיב: "הֲיֵשׁ מִסְפָּר לִגְדוּדָיו", וּכְתִיב: "אֶלֶף אַלְפִין יְשַׁמְּשׁוּנֵּהּ וְרִבּוֹ רִבְבָן קָדָמוֹהִי" וגו'. וּמְשַׁנֵּי, אֶלֶף אַלְפִין וכו' מִסְפַּר גְּדוּד אֶחָד; אֲבָל לִגְדוּדָיו אֵין מִסְפָּר. וְכֻלָּם קַמֵּיהּ כְּלָא מַמָּשׁ חֲשִׁיבִי, וּבְטֵלִים בִּמְצִיאוּת מַמָּשׁ, כְּבִטּוּל דִבּוּר אֶחָד מַמָּשׁ לְגַבֵּי מַהוּת הַנֶּפֶשׁ הַמְדַבֶּרֶת וְעַצְמוּתָהּ, בְּעוֹד שֶׁהָיָה דִּבּוּרָהּ עֲדַיִן בְּמַחֲשַׁבְתָּהּ אוֹ בִּרְצוֹן וְחֶמְדַּת הַלֵּב, כַּנִּזְכָּר לְעֵיל בַּאֲרִיכוּת.
Every detail of this picture, and the whole of it, and far more, many times over without end, our G‑d has done for us. His greatness is boundless. He fills every world and encircles every world. We know from the holy Zohar and from the Arizal how many heichalos (“chambers”) and worlds there are, past counting, and in each world and each heichal countless myriads of angels without end. The Gemara puts it this way (Chagigah 13b): one verse asks, “Can His troops be counted?” (Iyov 25:3), while another says, “Thousands upon thousands minister to Him, myriads upon myriads attend Him” (Daniel 7:10). The answer: “thousands upon thousands” is the size of a single troop, but His troops cannot be counted. And before Him all of them count as literally nothing, their very being cancelled, the way a single word is cancelled next to the essence of the soul that speaks it, while that word was still inside its thought or its heart’s wish and longing, as was explained at length earlier (chapters 20–21).
The parable falls short in two ways. First, the gap. A king rules many lands; G‑d fills and surrounds countless worlds, each full of numberless angels.
Second, and deeper: a human king is great because of his subjects. Before G‑d, all the worlds and angels together are like one word still inside the soul, before it was ever spoken. They add nothing to Him. So when He turns to us with love, the distance He crosses is truly infinite.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #124 (ch. 46a) — 40:36, 40:55, 41:32, 41:40, 42:43, 46:35, 47:38, 48:00, 48:55, 49:07, 49:15
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 1 — 38:00, 38:27, 39:07, 41:39
5.He came down Himself
וְכֻלָּם שׁוֹאֲלִים אַיֵּה מְקוֹם כְּבוֹדוֹ, וְעוֹנִים: מְלֹא כָל הָאָרֶץ כְּבוֹדוֹ, הֵם יִשְׂרָאֵל עַמּוֹ. כִּי הִנִּיחַ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא אֶת הָעֶלְיוֹנִים וְאֶת הַתַּחְתּוֹנִים, וְלֹא בָּחַר בְּכֻלָּם כִּי אִם בְּיִשְׂרָאֵל עַמּוֹ, וְהוֹצִיאָם מִמִּצְרַיִם עֶרְוַת הָאָרֶץ, מְקוֹם הַזּוֹהֲמָא וְהַטֻּמְאָה, לֹא עַל יְדֵי מַלְאָךְ וְלֹא עַל יְדֵי כו', אֶלָּא הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא בִּכְבוֹדוֹ וּבְעַצְמוֹ יָרַד לְשָׁם, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "וָאֵרֵד לְהַצִּילוֹ" וגו', כְּדֵי לְקָרְבָם אֵלָיו בְּקֵרוּב וְיִחוּד אֲמִתִּי, בְּהִתְקַשְּׁרוּת הַנֶּפֶשׁ מַמָּשׁ, בִּבְחִינַת נְשִׁיקִין פֶּה לְפֶה, לְדַבֵּר דְּבַר ה' זוֹ הֲלָכָה, וְאִתְדַּבְּקוּת רוּחָא בְּרוּחָא, הִיא הַשָּׂגַת הַתּוֹרָה וִידִיעַת רְצוֹנוֹ וְחָכְמָתוֹ, דְּכֹלָּא חָד מַמָּשׁ. וְגַם בִּבְחִינַת חִבּוּק, הוּא קִיּוּם הַמִּצְווֹת מַעֲשִׂיּוֹת בִּרְמַ"ח אֵבָרִים, דִּרְמַ"ח פִּקּוּדִין הֵן רְמַ"ח אֵבָרִין דְּמַלְכָּא, כַּנִּזְכָּר לְעֵיל. וְדֶרֶךְ כְּלָל נֶחֱלָקִין לְשָׁלֹשׁ בְּחִינוֹת, יְמִין וּשְׂמֹאל וְאֶמְצַע, שֶׁהֵן חֶסֶד דִּין רַחֲמִים, תְּרֵין דְּרוֹעִין וְגוּפָא וכו'.
Every one of them asks, “Where does His glory dwell?” and they reply, “His glory fills all the earth” (Yeshayahu 6:3), meaning His people Israel. The Holy One, blessed be He, passed over the beings above and below and picked none of them except Israel, His people. He took them out of Egypt, “the nakedness of the land” (Bereishis 42:9), a place of filth and defilement, “not by means of an angel nor a saraf…, but the Holy One, blessed be He, in His own glory” (Haggadah) descended there, as the verse says, “I have descended to rescue them…” (Shemos 3:8). All this to draw them near to Him in real closeness and union, a genuine bonding of soul: at the level of “kisses”, mouth to mouth, which is saying the word of G‑d, that is halachah; and spirit joined to spirit, which is grasping the Torah and knowing His will and wisdom, all of which are truly one [with Him]. And at the level of “embrace” too: doing the active mitzvos with the 248 limbs, since the 248 commandments are the King’s 248 “limbs”, as said above (chapter 23). Broadly they fall into three groups, right, left and middle, namely chesed (kindness), din (judgment) and rachamim (mercy), matching the right arm, the left arm and the torso, and so forth.
Here the parable comes true detail by detail. The angels, made from a single word of G‑d, cannot grasp Him and search for His glory. The answer is: down here, in His people. Egypt was the garbage heap of the world, and G‑d came Himself, not through a messenger, as the Haggadah says.
Then He brought us into the inner room by giving us the Torah. Saying words of Torah is the kiss, mouth to mouth. Understanding it, knowing His will and wisdom, is deeper still: spirit joined to spirit. Doing the mitzvos is the embrace: each of the 248 positive mitzvos is a “limb” of the King, and they divide into kindness, judgment and mercy, the King’s two arms and body, the way one person embraces another.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #124 (ch. 46a) — 54:10, 54:47, 56:00, 56:38, 57:22, 57:44, 58:19, 59:09, 59:27, 1:00:04, 1:01:24, 1:01:40, 1:02:51, 1:04:25
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 1 — 42:35, 43:20, 43:38, 47:10, 48:04, 48:52, 49:44
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #125 (ch. 46b) — 10:42
6.Betrothed through the mitzvos
וְזֶהוּ שֶׁאוֹמְרִים "אֲשֶׁר קִדְּשָׁנוּ בְּמִצְווֹתָיו", כְּאָדָם הַמְקַדֵּשׁ אִשָּׁה לִהְיוֹת מְיֻחֶדֶת עִמּוֹ בְּיִחוּד גָּמוּר, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "וְדָבַק בְּאִשְׁתּוֹ וְהָיוּ לְבָשָׂר אֶחָד". כָּכָה מַמָּשׁ וְיֶתֶר עַל כֵּן לְאֵין קֵץ הוּא יִחוּד נֶפֶשׁ הָאֱלֹהִית הָעוֹסֶקֶת בְּתוֹרָה וּמִצְווֹת, וְנֶפֶשׁ הַחִיּוּנִית וּלְבוּשֵׁיהֶן הַנַּ"ל, בְּאוֹר אֵין סוֹף בָּרוּךְ הוּא.
וְלָכֵן הִמְשִׁיל שְׁלֹמֹה עָלָיו הַשָּׁלוֹם בְּשִׁיר הַשִּׁירִים יִחוּד זֶה לְיִחוּד חָתָן וְכַלָּה בִּדְבִיקָה חֲשִׁיקָה וַחֲפִיצָה בְּחִבּוּק וְנִשּׁוּק.
This is what we say in the blessing: “Who has kiddeshanu with His mitzvos”, just as a man betroths (mekadesh) a woman so that she becomes wholly one with him, as the verse says, “He will cling to his wife and the two become a single flesh” (Bereishis 2:24). In just this way, and beyond all measure more, the G‑dly soul occupied with Torah and mitzvos, along with the vital soul and the garments described above, is united with the light of Ein Sof, blessed be He.
That is why Shlomo HaMelech, in Shir HaShirim, compares this union to the union of bride and groom, with attachment, longing and desire, with embrace and kiss.
Before every mitzvah we bless G‑d “Who has kiddeshanu with His mitzvos”. The word is usually translated “sanctified us”, but it also means “betrothed us”, from kiddushin, marriage. Marriage is the closest union this world knows: two become one. A mitzvah unites a person with G‑d in that way and infinitely more.
And it is the whole person: not only the G‑dly soul, but the animal soul too, and the garments of thought, speech and action discussed earlier. This is why Shir HaShirim speaks of G‑d and Israel as groom and bride.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #125 (ch. 46b) — 12:12, 13:32, 16:00, 16:43, 17:41, 18:20, 19:58
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 2 — 04:31, 22:13, 24:39
7.Raised to His own holiness
וְזֶהוּ שֶׁאוֹמְרִים "אֲשֶׁר קִדְּשָׁנוּ בְּמִצְווֹתָיו", שֶׁהֶעֱלָנוּ לְמַעֲלַת קֹדֶשׁ הָעֶלְיוֹן בָּרוּךְ הוּא, שֶׁהִיא קְדֻשָּׁתוֹ שֶׁל הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא בִּכְבוֹדוֹ וּבְעַצְמוֹ. וּקְדֻשָּׁה הִיא לְשׁוֹן הַבְדָּלָה, מַה שֶׁהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא הוּא מֻבְדָּל מֵהָעוֹלָמוֹת. וְהִיא בְּחִינַת סוֹבֵב כָּל עָלְמִין, מַה שֶׁאֵינוֹ יָכוֹל לְהִתְלַבֵּשׁ בָּהֶן.
כִּי עַל יְדֵי יִחוּד הַנֶּפֶשׁ וְהִתְכַּלְּלוּתָהּ בְּאוֹר אֵין סוֹף בָּרוּךְ הוּא, הֲרֵי הִיא בְּמַעֲלַת וּמַדְרְגוֹת קְדֻשַּׁת אֵין סּוֹף בָּרוּךְ הוּא מַמָּשׁ, מֵאַחַר שֶׁמִּתְיַחֶדֶת וּמִתְכַּלֶּלֶת בּוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ וְהָיוּ לַאֲחָדִים מַמָּשׁ. וְזֶהוּ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "וִהְיִיתֶם לִי קְדוֹשִׁים כִּי קָדוֹשׁ אֲנִי ה' וָאַבְדִּיל אֶתְכֶם מִן הָעַמִּים לִהְיוֹת לִי", וְאוֹמֵר: "וַעֲשִׂיתֶם אֶת כָּל מִצְוֹתָי וִהְיִיתֶם קְדוֹשִׁים לֵאלֹהֵיכֶם אֲנִי ה' אֱלֹהֵיכֶם" וגו'. פֵּרוּשׁ, כִּי עַל יְדֵי קִיּוּם הַמִּצְווֹת הֲרֵינִי אֱלוֹהַּ שֶׁלָּכֶם, כְּמוֹ "אֱלֹהֵי אַבְרָהָם", "אֱלֹהֵי יִצְחָק" וכו', שֶׁנִּקְרָא כֵּן מִפְּנֵי שֶׁהָאָבוֹת הָיוּ בְּחִינַת מֶרְכָּבָה לוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, וּבְטֵלִים וְנִכְלָלִים בְּאוֹרוֹ.
The same words, “Who has kiddeshanu with His mitzvos”, also mean that He lifted us to His own supreme holiness, blessed be He, that of the Holy One, blessed be He, in His very glory and self. Kedushah means being set apart: the Holy One, blessed be He, stands apart from the worlds. This is the level of “encircling all worlds”, which cannot be enclothed within them.
For when the soul is united with the light of Ein Sof, blessed be He, and absorbed into it, it stands at the very level of the holiness of Ein Sof Himself, since it is joined and absorbed in Him and the two are truly one. That is the sense of the verse “Be holy to Me, for I, G‑d, am holy; I set you apart from the peoples to belong to Me” (Vayikra 20:26). Another verse says, “Carry out all My mitzvos and be holy to your G‑d. I am G‑d your G‑d…” (Bamidbar 15:40–41). The meaning: by keeping the mitzvos I become your G‑d, just as He is called “the G‑d of Avraham, the G‑d of Yitzchak…”, because the Avos were a merkavah (“chariot”) for Him, nullified and absorbed in His light.
“Kiddeshanu” also keeps its plain meaning, “made us holy”. Holiness means being apart. G‑d’s own holiness is the side of Him that is beyond the worlds and cannot enter them. Through a mitzvah the soul unites with Him and so shares that very holiness.
The two verses show both meanings. “Holy to Me, for I am holy” ties our holiness to His. “I am your G‑d” is the language of belonging, as in marriage. He is called “the G‑d of Avraham” because the Avos were like a chariot, which has no will of its own and only carries its rider. The Avos were like this all the time; every Jew is like this at the moment of a mitzvah.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #125 (ch. 46b) — 31:41, 32:57, 33:26, 35:35, 36:01, 40:13, 41:24, 42:18, 43:02, 44:06, 44:41
8.Even the simplest Jew, at the moment of a mitzvah
וְכָכָה הוּא בְּכָל נֶפֶשׁ מִיִּשְׂרָאֵל בִּשְׁעַת עֵסֶק הַתּוֹרָה וְהַמִּצְווֹת. לָכֵן חִיְּיבוּ רַזַ"ל לָקוּם וְלַעֲמֹד מִפְּנֵי כָּל עוֹסֵק בְּמִצְוָה, אַף אִם הוּא בּוּר וְעַם הָאָרֶץ, וְהַיְינוּ מִפְּנֵי ה' הַשּׁוֹכֵן וּמִתְלַבֵּש בְּנַפְשׁוֹ בְּשָׁעָה זוֹ. רַק שֶׁאֵין נַפְשׁוֹ מַרְגֶּשֶׁת, מִפְּנֵי מָסַךְ הַחֹמֶר הַגּוּפָנִי שֶׁלֹּא נִזְדַּכֵּך, וּמַחֲשִׁיךְ עֵינֵי הַנֶּפֶשׁ מֵרְאוֹת מַרְאוֹת אֱלֹהִים, כְּמוֹ הָאָבוֹת וְכַיּוֹצֵא בָּהֶן, שֶׁרָאוּ עוֹלָמָם בְּחַיֵּיהֶם.
So it is with every Jewish soul at the time it is busy with Torah and mitzvos. That is why our Sages, of blessed memory, required us to rise and stand before anyone busy with a mitzvah, even if he is a boor and an ignorant man (Kiddushin 33a). It is because of G‑d, Who dwells and clothes Himself in his soul at that time. Only his soul does not feel it, because of the screen of the bodily matter that has not been refined, which darkens the eyes of the soul from seeing G‑dly visions, as the Avos and others like them did, who “saw their world in their lifetime”.
What the Avos were all their lives, every Jew is while doing a mitzvah: a “chariot” for G‑d. That is why one stands up even for the simplest person in the middle of a mitzvah. At that moment G‑d is dwelling in him.
Then why does it feel like nothing? Not because nothing is happening. The coarse, unrefined body is a screen over the eyes of the soul. The Avos had refined their bodies, so they saw in this life what others see only in the World to Come. The union is the same; only the seeing is different.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #125 (ch. 46b) — 45:29, 49:44, 54:56, 56:00, 56:53, 57:35
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 3 — 10:53, 11:36, 12:25, 13:31
9.Like beasts with You, yet always with You
וְזֶהוּ שֶׁאָמַר אָסָף בְּרוּחַ הַקֹּדֶשׁ, בְּעַד כָּל כְּנֶסֶת יִשְׂרָאֵל שֶׁבַּגּוֹלָה: "וַאֲנִי בַעַר וְלֹא אֵדָע בְּהֵמוֹת הָיִיתִי עִמָּךְ וַאֲנִי תָמִיד עִמָּךְ". כְּלוֹמַר, שֶׁאַף עַל פִּי שֶׁאֲנִי כִּבְהֵמָה בִּהְיוֹתִי עִמָּךְ, וְלֹא אֵדָע וְלֹא אַרְגִּישׁ בְּנַפְשִׁי יִחוּד זֶה, שֶׁתִּפּוֹל עָלֶיהָ אֵימָתָה וָפַחַד תְּחִלָּה, וְאַחַר כָּךְ אַהֲבָה רַבָּהּ בְּתַעֲנוּגִים, אוֹ כְּרִשְׁפֵּי אֵשׁ, כְּמִדַּת הַצַּדִּיקִים שֶׁנִּזְדַּכֵּךְ חָמְרָם. וְכַנּוֹדָע, שֶׁדַּעַת הוּא לְשׁוֹן הַרְגָּשָׁה בַּנֶּפֶשׁ, וְהוּא כּוֹלֵל חֶסֶד וּגְבוּרָה. אַף עַל פִּי כֵן אֲנִי תָמִיד עִמָּךְ, כִּי אֵין הַחֹמֶר מוֹנֵעַ יִחוּד הַנֶּפֶשׁ בְּאוֹר אֵין סוֹף בָּרוּךְ הוּא הַמְמַלֵּא כָּל עָלְמִין, וּכְמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "גַּם חֹשֶׁךְ לֹא יַחֲשִׁיךְ מִמֶּךָּ".
So Asaf said with ruach hakodesh, speaking in the name of all Israel in exile: “I was brutish and without understanding; I was like cattle before You. But I am ever with You” (Tehillim 73:22–23). That is: although I am like an animal while I am with You, at the very moment of union, and I neither know nor sense in my soul this union, which ought to fill it first with fear and trembling and then with great love and delight, or like flames of fire, as happens to tzaddikim whose physical nature has been refined (for daas, as is known, is the soul’s feeling, and it contains chesed and gevurah), still “I am ever with You”. The body’s physicality does not block the soul from being united with the light of Ein Sof, blessed be He, who fills all worlds, as the verse says, “Even darkness is not dark to You” (Tehillim 139:12).
Asaf speaks for every Jew in exile. “When I am with You”, in the middle of a mitzvah, I am like an animal: I feel nothing. Daas is the soul’s power to feel what it knows, and it gives birth to love and fear. If I had it, the mitzvah would fill me first with awe and then with burning love. That is the experience of tzaddikim.
A mashal: on a long journey, ask the horse what the trip is for, and it will say the oats waiting at the end. That is all that exists in its world. The horse senses nothing of the journey’s purpose, yet it is truly part of it, carrying the coach all the way.
So too here. My not feeling it is my limitation, not the reality. The body’s darkness hides the union from me; it does not hide me from G‑d. “I am always with You.”
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #126 (ch. 46c) — 07:07, 09:27, 09:50, 10:39, 11:07, 12:26, 13:04, 14:08, 14:27, 15:10
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 3 — 19:31, 20:12, 20:58, 21:30, 22:24
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #125 (ch. 46b) — 1:03:46
10.Why Shabbos and chametz weigh the same for everyone
וּבָזֶה יוּבַן חֹמֶר עֹנֶשׁ אִסּוּר מְלָאכָה בַּשַּׁבָּתוֹת, וְחָמֵץ בַּפֶּסַח, הַשָּׁוֶה לְכָל נֶפֶשׁ. לְפִי שֶׁאַף בְּנֶפֶשׁ בּוּר וְעַם הָאָרֶץ גָּמוּר מֵאִיר אוֹר קְדֻשַּׁת שַׁבָּת וְיוֹם טוֹב, וְנִדּוֹן בְּנַפְשׁוֹ בְּכָרֵת וּסְקִילָה עַל חִלּוּל קְדֻשָּׁה זוֹ.
וְגַם מַשֶּׁהוּ חָמֵץ אוֹ טִלְטוּל מֻקְצֶה פּוֹגֵם בַּקְּדֻשָּׁה שֶׁעַל נַפְשׁוֹ, כְּמוֹ בִּקְדֻשַּׁת נֶפֶשׁ הַצַּדִּיק, כִּי תּוֹרָה אַחַת לְכֻלָּנוּ.
With this we can understand the severity of the punishment for doing forbidden work on Shabbos and for chametz on Pesach, which is equal for every soul. For even in the soul of a boor and a complete ignoramus the light of the holiness of Shabbos and Yom Tov shines, and his soul is judged with kares (“cutting off”) or stoning for desecrating this holiness.
Even the tiniest crumb of chametz, or moving muktzeh (something not to be handled on Shabbos), mars the holiness resting on his soul exactly as it would mar that of a tzaddik’s soul, for all of us share one Torah.
Here is a proof that the holiness is really there. The Torah gives the same severe punishment to the simplest Jew and to the greatest tzaddik: stoning for forbidden work on Shabbos, kares for eating chametz on Pesach. One might think a person who feels nothing of Shabbos damages less. The equal punishment shows otherwise: the light of Shabbos shines in his soul in the same measure. Only the feeling is different.
The same holds for the smallest details, a speck of chametz or moving muktzeh: they blemish the holiness of the simple Jew’s soul exactly as a tzaddik’s, “for we all have one Torah”.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #126 (ch. 46c) — 22:19, 23:12, 23:29, 24:15, 34:19, 51:32, 52:50
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 3 — 41:00, 44:55, 45:46, 45:58
11.Note: why “beasts” in the plural
[וּמַה שֶּׁכָּתוּב "בְּהֵמוֹת" לְשׁוֹן רַבִּים, לִרְמֹז כִּי לְפָנָיו יִתְבָּרַךְ גַּם בְּחִינַת דַּעַת הָעֶלְיוֹן, הַכּוֹלֵל חֶסֶד וּגְבוּרָה, נִדְמֶה כִּבְהֵמוֹת וַעֲשִׂיָּה גּוּפְנִית לְגַבֵּי אוֹר אֵין סוֹף, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "כֻּלָּם בְּחָכְמָה עָשִׂיתָ". וְנִקְרֵאת "בְּהֵמָה רַבָּה", כְּמוֹ שֶׁנִּתְבָּאֵר בְּמָקוֹם אַחֵר. וְהוּא שֵׁם ב"ן, בְּגִימַטְרִיָּא בְּהֵמָ"ה, שֶׁלִּפְנֵי הָאֲצִילוּת]:
Note: The verse says “cattle” in the plural to hint that in His presence, blessed be He, even daas elyon (“supernal knowledge”), which contains chesed and gevurah, is like cattle and mere physical handiwork next to the light of Ein Sof, as the verse says, “In wisdom You fashioned them all” (Tehillim 104:24). This is called behemah rabbah (“the great beast”), as explained elsewhere. It is the Name Ban, whose numerical value equals behemah (“beast”), which precedes Atzilus.
Asaf speaks in the singular, “I am foolish”, “I am always with You”, yet says “beasts” in the plural. There are two kinds of “beast”. One is below understanding: the person who feels nothing. The other is above it: a level so high that it is beyond daas.
And compared to G‑d Himself, even that highest daas is like a beast, the way wisdom itself is only a tool for Him (“You made them all with wisdom”). Even the tzaddik who feels everything is, before G‑d, a “beast”. The one word covers both because the two are connected: the simple Jew who does a mitzvah without understanding or feeling is joined through it to the “great beast”, the level above all understanding.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #126 (ch. 46c) — 54:36, 55:37, 56:37, 58:20, 58:52, 59:15, 1:00:04, 1:05:23, 1:05:50
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 3 — 48:53, 49:03, 49:41, 50:01
The Yesod: You are loved first, and the lower you are, the nearer this love
Every path to love of G‑d in the chapters before this one asked something of a person: deep contemplation, refinement, a level he must first reach. This path asks only that he notice. Love answers love by nature, the way water answers a face. A person does not have to manufacture love for G‑d. He has to take to heart that he is loved, and the love wakes up by itself.
That is why it is “very, very near”, and here is the surprise of the chapter. In other paths, being low and coarse is an obstacle. Here it is the opposite. The parable makes the man on the garbage heap as low as possible on purpose, because the lower he is, the more overwhelming it is that the king came for him. So the person who says “I am too far gone for this” is exactly the person this chapter is speaking to. His lowliness is the very thing that should make his heart melt.
And the love is not a story about long ago. G‑d did not send a messenger to Egypt; He came Himself. And He did not leave us at the gate. He gave us the Torah and mitzvos, which are the inner room: every word of Torah we say is a kiss, every idea we understand is spirit joined to spirit, every mitzvah we do is an embrace. Each blessing, “Who has betrothed us with His mitzvos”, says it again.
The obvious question is: then why do I feel nothing? The chapter answers honestly. Most of us are like Asaf’s “beasts”: we put on tefillin, light Shabbos candles, learn a page, and nothing stirs. That is the body’s screen, not the truth. The union is real whether we feel it or not, as real for the simplest Jew as for the tzaddik, and the Torah itself proves it by treating the holiness of Shabbos in every Jewish soul as equal.
This changes how a person sees himself. A dry mitzvah is not a failed mitzvah. “I am always with You” is a fact, not a feeling. And when a person does stop to think about it, the One Who fills and surrounds all worlds came down to the garbage heap for me, the stone heart can begin to melt. That is the love these chapters will build on, and the Shema is where it is meant to come alive.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #124 (ch. 46a) — 16:16, 1:09:46, 1:10:07
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 1 — 03:24, 50:52, 53:04, 54:04
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #126 (ch. 46c) — 15:10, 18:27, 20:03
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Tanya ch. 46 part 3 — 13:31, 45:46
Points to ponder
- Who in my life loves me in a way I have stopped noticing, and what happens in me when I let myself notice it?
- Where do I tell myself “I am too far from G‑d for this”? What would change if I read that as the reason this love is meant for me?
- Before my next blessing on a mitzvah, can I pause on the words “Who has betrothed us” and mean them?
- When a mitzvah feels like nothing, do I conclude that nothing happened? How would I act if I truly believed “I am always with You”?
- The angels search for G‑d’s glory and are told: down here. Where in my ordinary day is that place?