פרק ט
Chapter 9: Two Kings, One Small City
The animal soul lives in the heart and leads with feeling; the G‑dly soul lives in the mind and leads with understanding. Sharing one body, they fight over it like two kings over one small city. The G‑dly soul wants the whole person, and in the end wants to transform the animal soul, not only defeat it.
1.The animal soul lives in the heart
וְהִנֵּה מְקוֹם מִשְׁכַּן נֶפֶשׁ הַבַּהֲמִית שֶׁמִּקְּלִפַּת נֹגַהּ בְּכָל אִישׁ יִשְׂרָאֵל הוּא בַּלֵּב, בַּחֲלַל שְׂמָאלִי שֶׁהוּא מָלֵא דָּם, וּכְתִיב: "כִּי הַדָּם הוּא הַנֶּפֶשׁ".
וְלָכֵן כָּל הַתַּאֲוֹת וְהִתְפָּאֲרוּת וְכַעַס וְדוֹמֵיהֶן הֵן בַּלֵּב, וּמֵהַלֵּב הֵן מִתְפַּשְּׁטוֹת בְּכָל הַגּוּף, וְגַם עוֹלֶה לַמֹּחַ שֶׁבָּרֹאשׁ לְחַשֵׁב וּלְהַרְהֵר בָּהֶן וּלְהִתְחַכֵּם בָּהֶן, כְּמוֹ שֶׁהַדָּם מְקוֹרוֹ בַּלֵּב וּמֵהַלֵּב מִתְפַּשֵּׁט לְכָל הָאֵבָרִים, וְגַם עוֹלֶה לְהַמּוֹחַ שֶׁבָּרֹאשׁ.
The dwelling place of the animal soul, which comes from kelipas nogah, is in every Jew located in the heart, in its left cavity, the one filled with blood. Scripture says, “For the soul is the blood” (Devarim 12:23).
That is why all the desires, boasting, anger and the like are in the heart. From the heart they spread through the whole body, and they also rise to the brain in the head, to think about them, mull them over and grow clever at them. This is just like the blood, whose source is in the heart: from the heart it spreads to every limb and also rises to the brain in the head.
Chapters 2–8 described what each soul is made of. Now we learn where each one lives, how it works, and why the two cannot leave each other alone.
“Dwelling place” means where the soul is mainly felt, not a box it sits in. The animal soul is the life of the body, so it lives where the blood lives: in the heart, on its left side. The verse is the reason the Torah forbids eating blood: blood carries the creature’s life.
From this comes its character. Desire, pride and anger begin in the heart. From there they fill the body and then climb to the mind, which works out how to get what the heart already wants. The animal soul has a mind too, but its mind serves its feelings. First comes “I want”, and only then the reasons.
2.The G‑dly soul lives in the mind
אַךְ מְקוֹם מִשְׁכַּן נֶפֶשׁ הָאֱלֹהִית הוּא בַּמּוֹחִין שֶׁבָּרֹאשׁ, וּמִשָּׁם מִתְפַּשֶּׁטֶת לְכָל הָאֵבָרִים, וְגַם בַּלֵּב, בֶּחָלָל הַיְּמָנִי שֶׁאֵין בּוֹ דָּם. וּכְמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "לֵב חָכָם לִימִינוֹ",
וְהִיא אַהֲבַת ה' כְּרִשְׁפֵּי שַׁלְהֶבֶת מִתְלַהֶבֶת בְּלֵב מַשְׂכִּילִים הַמְּבִינִים וּמִתְבּוֹנְנִים בְּדַעְתָּם אֲשֶׁר בְּמוֹחָם בִּדְבָרִים הַמְּעוֹרְרִים אֶת הָאַהֲבָה, וְכֵן שִׂמְחַת לֵבָב בְּתִפְאֶרֶת ה' וַהֲדַר גְּאוֹנוֹ, כַּאֲשֶׁר עֵינֵי הֶחָכָם אֲשֶׁר בְּרֹאשׁוֹ בְּמוֹחַ חָכְמָתוֹ וּבִינָתוֹ מִסְתַּכְּלִים בִּיקָרָא דְּמַלְכָּא וְתִפְאֶרֶת גְּדֻלָּתוֹ עַד אֵין חֵקֶר וְאֵין סוֹף וְתַכְלִית, כַּמְּבֹאָר בְּמָקוֹם אַחֵר. וְכֵן שְׁאָר מִדּוֹת קְדוֹשׁוֹת שֶׁבַּלֵּב הֵן מֵחָכְמָה בִּינָה וָדַעַת שֶׁבַּמּוֹחִין.
But the dwelling place of the G‑dly soul is in the brain, in the head, and from there it spreads to all the limbs. It is also in the heart, in the right chamber, in which no blood is found, as the verse says, “A wise person’s heart is at his right” (Koheles 10:2).
This is the love of G‑d that flares up like flames of fire in the heart of thoughtful people, who grasp and contemplate, using the knowledge (daas) in their brain on the things that awaken this love. So too the gladness of heart at [seeing] G‑d’s loveliness and His glorious majesty, when the wise person’s eyes, which are in his head (that is, in the faculty of his chochmah and binah), contemplate the King’s splendor and the loveliness of His greatness, which is beyond searching, boundless and endless, as discussed elsewhere. And so too the other holy feelings in the heart: they come from chochmah, binah and daas in the brain.
The G‑dly soul is, at its core, a soul of understanding, so its home is the mind. From there it reaches every limb. It is also in the heart, but on the right side, “in which there is no blood”: the side of something finer than the raw life of the body. The verse ends “and the heart of a fool on his left”. The “fool” is the animal soul’s evil inclination, which is described (Koheles 4:13) as “an old and foolish king”.
Why mention the heart, if the G‑dly soul already reaches every limb? Because in the heart its own feelings come alive. Burning love of G‑d flares up in someone who uses all three powers of the mind on what awakens it: he grasps it (chochmah), understands it in detail (binah) and stays deeply connected to it (daas). Joy comes when the “eyes” of the mind look at G‑d’s greatness: not only understanding it, but a kind of seeing. Every other holy feeling, awe included, is likewise born of these three.
So the two souls are mirror images. In the animal soul the heart leads and the mind follows. In the G‑dly soul the mind leads and the heart follows.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #29 (ch. 9a) — 08:14, 08:33, 09:05, 09:20, 09:58, 10:32, 12:17
3.Two kings, one small city
אַךְ הִנֵּה כְּתִיב: "וּלְאֹם מִלְאֹם יֶאֱמָץ", כִּי הַגּוּף נִקְרָא "עִיר קְטַנָּה". וּכְמוֹ שֶׁשְּׁנֵי מְלָכִים נִלְחָמִים עַל עִיר אַחַת, שֶׁכָּל אֶחָד רוֹצֶה לְכָבְשָׁה וְלִמְלֹךְ עָלֶיהָ, דְּהַיְנוּ לְהַנְהִיג יוֹשְׁבֶיהָ כִּרְצוֹנוֹ וְשֶׁיִּהְיוּ סָרִים לְמִשְׁמַעְתּוֹ בְּכֹל אֲשֶׁר יִגְזֹר עֲלֵיהֶם. כָּךְ שְׁתֵּי הַנְּפָשׁוֹת, הָאֱלֹהִית וְהַחִיּוּנִית הַבַּהֲמִית שֶׁמֵּהַקְּלִפָּה, נִלְחָמוֹת זוֹ עִם זוֹ עַל הַגּוּף וְכָל אֵבָרָיו. שֶׁהָאֱלֹהִית, חֶפְצָהּ וּרְצוֹנָהּ שֶׁתְּהֵא הִיא לְבַדָּהּ הַמּוֹשֶׁלֶת עָלָיו וּמַנְהִיגַתּוּ, וְכָל הָאֵבָרִים יִהְיוּ סָרִים לְמִשְׁמַעְתָּהּ וּבְטֵלִים אֶצְלָהּ לְגַמְרֵי וּמֶרְכָּבָה אֵלֶיהָ, וְיִהְיוּ לְבוּשׁ לְעֶשֶׂר בְּחִינוֹתֶיהָ וּשְׁלֹשֶׁת לְבוּשֶׁיהָ הַנִּזְכָּרִים לְעֵיל, שֶׁיִּתְלַבְּשׁוּ כֻּלָּם בְּאֵבְרֵי הַגּוּף וְיִהְיֶה הַגּוּף כֻּלּוֹ מָלֵא מֵהֶם לְבַדָּם וְלֹא יַעֲבֹר זָר בְּתוֹכָם חַס וְשָׁלוֹם. דְּהַיְנוּ תְּלָת מוֹחִין שֶׁבָּרֹאשׁ יִהְיוּ מְמֻלָּאִים מֵחָכְמָה בִּינָה וָדַעַת שֶׁבַּנֶּפֶשׁ הָאֱלֹהִית שֶׁהִיא חָכְמַת ה' וּבִינָתוֹ, לְהִתְבּוֹנֵן בִּגְדֻלָּתוֹ אֲשֶׁר עַד אֵין חֵקֶר וְאֵין סוֹף, וּלְהוֹלִיד מֵהֶן עַל יְדֵי הַדַּעַת הַיִּרְאָה בְּמוֹחוֹ וּפַחַד ה' בְּלִבּוֹ, וְאַהֲבַת ה' כְּאֵשׁ בּוֹעֵרָה בְּלִבּוֹ כְּרִשְׁפֵּי שַׁלְהֶבֶת, לִהְיוֹת נִכְסְפָה וְגַם כָּלְתָה נַפְשׁוֹ בַּחֲשִׁיקָה וַחֲפִיצָה לְדָבְקָה בּוֹ בְּאֵין סוֹף בָּרוּךְ הוּא בְּכָל לֵב וָנֶפֶשׁ וּמְאֹד מֵעֻמְקָא דְּלִבָּא שֶׁבֶּחָלָל הַיְּמָנִי, שֶׁיִּהְיֶה תּוֹכוֹ רָצוּף אַהֲבָה מָלֵא וְגָדוּשׁ, עַד שֶׁתִּתְפַּשֵּׁט גַּם לֶחָלָל הַשְּׂמָאלִי לְאַכְפְּיָא לְסִטְרָא אַחֲרָא יְסוֹד הַמַיִם הָרָעִים שֶׁבָּהּ, שֶׁהִיא הַתַּאֲוָה שֶׁמִּקְּלִפַּת נֹגַהּ, לְשַׁנּוֹתָהּ וּלְהַפְּכָהּ מִתַּעֲנוּגֵי עוֹלָם הַזֶּה לְאַהֲבַת ה', כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב: "בְּכָל לְבָבְךָ" – בִּשְׁנֵי יְצָרֶיךָ.
However, it is written: “One people will overpower the other people” (Bereishis 25:23). For the body is termed “a little town” (Koheles 9:14; Nedarim 32b). Picture two kings battling for a single town, each set on capturing and governing it, that is, to lead its inhabitants as he wishes, with them heeding him in all he decrees for them, so too the two souls, the G‑dly soul and the animal soul that animates him and stems from kelipah, wage war over the body, each claiming it and every limb in it.
The G‑dly soul’s desire and will is to be his sole ruler and guide, and that all his limbs obey her, be completely given over to her and become a chariot for her. They should be a garment for her ten powers and three garments mentioned above, so that all of them clothe themselves in the limbs of the body, and the whole body be filled with them alone, and no stranger pass through them, G‑d forbid.
That is: the three brains in the head should be filled with the chochmah, binah and daas of the G‑dly soul, which is knowing G‑d and understanding Him [using one’s wisdom and understanding to grasp G‑dliness], contemplating His greatness, which is beyond searching and without end. From them, through daas, should be born awe in his mind and fear of G‑d in his heart, and a love for G‑d ablaze in his heart like fire and flame, so that his soul yearns and even pines, with passion and yearning, to attach itself to the blessed Ein Sof with his entire heart, his entire soul and all his strength, from the depths of the heart, in its right chamber.
Its inside should be inlaid with love, full and overflowing, until it spreads into the left chamber as well, to subdue the sitra achra (the “other side”), that is, its element of “evil waters”, which is the desire that comes from kelipas nogah, and to change it and transform it from craving worldly pleasures into loving G‑d. As it is written: “With all your heart” (Devarim 6:5), meaning “with both your inclinations” (Berachos 54a).
If each soul kept to its own place, there would be no struggle. But they share one body, one brain, one mouth and one pair of hands, and each wants to run the whole person. The verse is what Rivkah was told when the twins struggled inside her. In a Jew’s inner life the verse is read as pointing to the G‑dly soul and the animal soul, always at war. The body is the city; its limbs are the citizens.
Now the G‑dly soul’s plan. The limbs should obey her, then be completely given over to her, and finally become a merkavah, a “chariot” with no will of its own. That is more than obeying, because one who obeys still has a will he is giving up. And no stranger may “pass through”: the animal soul should have no influence at all. She does not want to be in charge most of the time. She wants all of it.
It starts in the mind. Thinking about G‑d’s greatness gives birth to awe and to a burning love. The love should fill the right side of the heart so fully that it overflows into the left, the animal soul’s side. The text uses three words: “inlaid”, “full” and “overflowing”. A way to picture them: water can coat the inside of a cup, fill the cup, or overflow it. The overflow is the point. It reaches the animal soul’s “evil waters”, its desire for pleasure.
And the goal is not only to hold that desire down (iskafya, “subduing”). It is to change it, so that the same desire that wanted this world’s pleasures now wants G‑d. That is “with all your heart”: serve G‑d with both inclinations, the evil one too.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #30 (ch. 9b) — 04:10, 07:14, 37:36, 39:23, 40:40, 41:06, 41:30, 42:05, 44:22, 45:54, 47:24, 49:31, 50:40, 50:53, 51:10, 51:17, 53:16, 53:52
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #29 (ch. 9a) — 43:28
4.Love of delights
וְהַיְנוּ שֶׁיַּעֲלֶה וְיָבֹא וְיַגִּיעַ לְמַדְרֵגַת אַהֲבָה רַבָּה וְחִבָּה יְתֵרָה מִמַּדְרֵגַת אַהֲבָה עַזָּה כְּרִשְׁפֵּי אֵשׁ. וְהִיא הַנִּקְרֵאת בַּכָּתוּב "אַהֲבָה בַּתַּעֲנוּגִים", לְהִתְעַנֵּג עַל ה' מֵעֵין עוֹלָם הַבָּא. וְהָעֹנֶג הוּא בְּמוֹחַ חָכְמָה, וְשֵׂכֶל הַמִּתְעַנֵּג בְּהַשְׂכָּלַת ה' וִידִיעָתוֹ כְּפִי הַשָּׂגַת שִׂכְלוֹ וְחָכְמָתוֹ. וְהוּא בְּחִינַת הַמַּיִם וְזֶרַע אוֹר זָרוּעַ שֶׁבִּקְדֻשַּׁת נֶפֶשׁ הָאֱלֹהִית, הַמְּהַפֶּכֶת לְטוֹב אֶת בְּחִינַת הַמַּיִם שֶׁבַּנֶּפֶשׁ הַבַּהֲמִית שֶׁמֵּהֶם בָּאוּ תַּאֲוֹת תַּעֲנוּגֵי עוֹלָם הַזֶּה מִתְּחִלָּה. וּכְמוֹ שֶׁכָּתַב בְּעֵץ חַיִּים שַׁעַר נ' פֶּרֶק ג' בְּשֵׁם הַזֹּהַר, שֶׁהָרַע נֶהְפָּךְ לִהְיוֹת טוֹב גָּמוּר כְּמוֹ יֵצֶר טוֹב מַמָּשׁ בְּהָסִיר הַבְּגָדִים הַצּוֹאִים מִמֶּנּוּ, שֶׁהֵם תַּעֲנוּגֵי עוֹלָם הַזֶּה שֶׁהוּא מְלֻבָּשׁ בָּהֶם.
That is, he should rise and reach the level of great love (ahavah rabbah), a surpassing affection, higher than the level of strong love like flames of fire. This is what Scripture calls “love of delights” (Shir HaShirim 7:7): delighting in G‑d, a taste of the World to Come. This delight resides in the faculty of chochmah and intellect, which delights in grasping and knowing G‑d, as far as his intellect and wisdom can reach.
This is the water element, the “seed” of “light sown for the righteous,” within the holy G‑dly soul; it converts to good the animal soul’s water element, the source of the desires for this world’s pleasures came at first. As it is written in Etz Chaim (Shaar 50, chapter 3) in the name of the Zohar: the evil is turned into complete good, just like the good inclination, once “the soiled garments” are removed from it, that is, the worldly pleasures it had been wearing.
What kind of love can transform the animal soul, and not only hold it down? Not the burning love of the last section, but a higher one: ahavah rabbah, “great love”, also called “love of delights”. (Later chapters contrast the two: the first is like a flame, the second a calm love of fulfillment.) It is the mind’s own delight in knowing G‑d, a taste of the World to Come, and each person feels it as far as his own understanding reaches.
Here is the logic. The animal soul’s craving comes from its element of water (chapter 1, the four elements). This love of delights is the G‑dly soul’s own element of water, so it can reach that craving at its root and turn it around. The same ability to enjoy, which once ran after this world, now delights in G‑d.
The “soiled garments” show how. At bottom the evil inclination is a powerful appetite. Clothed in a body, it reaches for physical pleasure. Take those garments off, and the same appetite can become “completely good, just like the good inclination”.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #30 (ch. 9b) — 55:11, 55:55, 56:36, 57:11, 58:13
5.For G‑d alone
וְכֵן שְׁאָר כָּל הַמִּדּוֹת שֶׁבַּלֵּב, שֶׁהֵן עַנְפֵי הַיִּרְאָה וְהָאַהֲבָה, יִהְיוּ לַה' לְבַדּוֹ. וְכָל כֹּחַ הַדִּבּוּר שֶׁבַּפֶּה וְהַמַּחֲשָׁבָה שֶׁבַּמוֹחַ יִהְיוּ מְמֻלָּאִים מִן לְבוּשֵׁי הַמַּחֲשָׁבָה וְהַדִּבּוּר שֶׁל נֶפֶשׁ הָאֱלֹהִית לְבַדָּהּ, שֶׁהֵן מַחֲשֶׁבֶת ה' וְתוֹרָתוֹ, לִהְיוֹת שִׂיחָתוֹ כָּל הַיּוֹם, לֹא פָסֵיק פּוּמֵּיהּ מִגִּירְסָא. וְכֹחַ הַמַּעֲשִׂיִּי שֶׁבְּיָדָיו וּשְׁאָר רְמַ"ח אֵבָרָיו יִהְיֶה בְּמַעֲשֵׂה הַמִּצְוֹת לְבַד, שֶׁהוּא לְבוּשׁ הַשְּׁלִישִׁי שֶׁל נֶפֶשׁ הָאֱלֹהִית.
So too all the other feelings in the heart, which are branches of awe and love, should be for G‑d alone. And all the power of speech in the mouth and of thought in the brain should be filled with nothing but the G‑dly soul’s own garments of thought and speech, which are thinking of G‑d and His Torah, so that it is his conversation all day, his mouth never stopping from study (Bava Metzia 86a). And the power of action in his hands and in the rest of his 248 limbs should be in doing mitzvos alone, which is the third garment of the G‑dly soul.
The plan reaches every part of a person. All the other feelings grow from love and awe (chapter 3), and each should be “for G‑d alone”. Then the three garments: thought and speech filled with G‑d and His Torah, and every limb busy with mitzvos.
The key word is “alone”. Both souls use the same brain, mouth and hands. The only question is what fills them, and the G‑dly soul will not share.
This describes what the G‑dly soul wants, not how most people live; how much comes true depends on the person. Chapters 10–12 describe the outcomes: the tzaddik, the rasha and the beinoni.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #30 (ch. 9b) — 1:03:15, 1:04:34, 1:06:06, 1:07:14, 1:07:58, 1:09:40, 1:24:56
6.The animal soul’s wish, and the Zohar’s parable
אַךְ נֶפֶשׁ הַבַּהֲמִית שֶׁמֵּהַקְּלִפָּה רְצוֹנָהּ לְהֵפֶךְ מַמָּשׁ, לְטוֹבַת הָאָדָם שֶׁיִּתְגַּבֵּר עָלֶיהָ וִינַצְּחֶנָּה, כִּמְשַׁל הַזּוֹנָה שֶׁבַּזֹּהַר הַקָּדוֹשׁ.
But the animal soul, which comes from kelipah, wants the very opposite. This is for the person’s good, so that he will overpower her and defeat her, as the holy Zohar illustrates with its parable of the harlot.
The animal soul’s plan gets one line: the exact opposite. It too wants the whole person.
Then a surprise: this is “for the person’s good”. The parable explains why. A king wishes to put his only son’s strength to the test, so he brings a charming, clever woman, tells her the purpose, and orders her to try with all her skill to seduce the prince, without revealing who sent her. A weak attempt would be no test, and holding back would be disobeying the king. Yet inside she hopes the prince will refuse her, because that is what the king really wants.
So too the animal soul. It is G‑d’s creation, sent to make the test real, so its pull must be real. But its source and purpose are good, and in the end it can be transformed. (See also the end of chapter 29.)
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #30 (ch. 9b) — 1:11:31, 1:14:42, 1:17:15
- Rabbi Naftali Silberberg, Let’s Talk Tanya (14 Teves (alt. year)) — 03:25
The Yesod: Let the mind lead, and aim to transform
Chapter 9 is the map of the inner war. The animal soul sits in the heart and leads with feeling: first “I want”, then the mind is sent to find the reasons. The G‑dly soul sits in the mind and leads with understanding: first it sees G‑d’s greatness, and then love and awe are born in the heart. Both use the same brain, mouth and hands, so every thought, word and deed is territory two kings are fighting over.
The first foundation is the order of mind and heart. A clever argument proves nothing about which soul is speaking, because both souls think. The difference is where the drive begins. One way to put this into practice: when a strong urge comes with good reasons attached, ask honestly whether the mind is leading the heart or the heart is leading the mind. Did this start from a clear view of what is true, or from a want that found its reasons afterwards? It is not easy, but it can be learned.
The second foundation is how much the G‑dly soul wants: not most of the person, but everything. Every feeling for G‑d alone, every word and thought filled with Torah, every limb busy with mitzvos, and “no stranger passing through”. This is not a picture of where we are. It is a picture of what our core always pulls toward.
The third foundation is the boldest. The G‑dly soul does not dream only of winning. It dreams of changing the enemy. The animal soul’s craving for pleasure is not to be destroyed but redirected. When a person finds real delight in G‑d, the calm “love of delights”, that delight reaches the same capacity for pleasure that used to chase this world and turns it toward G‑d. Strip off the soiled garments, and what was the evil inclination becomes “like the good inclination itself”.
And the last line changes how a person feels about his own struggle. The animal soul pulls hard, but it was sent by the King, and in its heart it wants us to say no. The pull is real, and it has to be, or there would be no test. But it is there for our good, so that we can overcome it. So a fall after a moment of inspiration does not make the inspiration false. Both souls are real, and both are always there. The war is not a sign that something has gone wrong. It is the reason we are here.
Sources
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #29 (ch. 9a) — 54:42, 55:17
- Rabbi YY Jacobson, A Tale of Two Souls #30 (ch. 9b) — 16:15, 53:16, 57:11, 1:03:15, 1:14:42
Points to ponder
- Think of something I wanted strongly this week. Did my mind lead my heart, or did my heart send my mind to find the reasons?
- Where in my life does serving G‑d already feel like delight and not only duty? How could I make that place a little bigger?
- The G‑dly soul wants “no stranger to pass through”. Which thoughts, words or habits pass through me most easily without being invited?
- If the pull I struggle with most was sent so that I would overcome it, how does that change the way I face it tomorrow?